I would say I couldn't love him anymore, but that would be a lie...the truth is Absence DOES make the heart grow fonder and I love him a little more everyday. He owns me and controls me and I don't want to really be with anyone but him... I hate that I am so dependent on his love but he's the only one I have ever felt this way for...this kind of love only comes once in a life time. And he loves me...not in the same way that I love him and not nearly as much as I love him, but his does...he loves me. Everything about me, my body, my heart, my soul, my personality and my quirks...we've been through so much, and he's forgiven me..and I've forgiven him...even though he did nothing wrong...
He's the only thing I've ever wanted this much for this long and despite everything the only thing I've ever never been able to completely let go of.