I can't count the number of times he's broken my heart.
He makes me do things I wouldn't do otherwise - we won't discuss what these things are
...but when I talk to him, the real him, I fall deeper in love.

so even though my heart is broken and aching...I fell again.
I won't let go though because I did that once and it about killed me.

so i'll just suffer because at least then I can go to him for comfort <3